A test

 Sometimes, we wonder why Allah chooses us to face that problem , why Allah   tests us. May be because Allah believes that we can face it and Insya- Allah , we can pass the test. Just don't be scared and don't be sad , Allah will always be with us. 

I still remember when I performed my hajj. Every thing was so easy and we were treated like a vip there. Then I said to myself, " Allah, how to make You proud of me".   I wanted Allah to tell the malaikat ( angels) how proud He was because His slave worked  so hard for this Hajj to get Allah's blessing.  

What happened was  that day before we left our hotel to go to Arafah, I had high fever. Alhamdulillah , my bus always reached early . I could book a suitable place for me to sleep in the tent.  And there was an ice box outside the tent, near my place. So to reduce my fever,  I rubbed  the ice from my head to my feet . Alhamdulillah no more fever. But, when I was in Mina, I had flu. My husband wanted to do the jamroh for me but I said no. I wanted to do it myself. I wanted Allah to be proud of me. I did it, Alhamdulillah. My group was chosen for the Nafar Awwal, so we left Mina early on 12 Zulhijjah. Before leaving Mina, my husband was shocked because my face looked like someone else. My skin was like being peeled. It looked so different. I checked my face using my phone. Ya, it looked different. 

Alhamdulillah, when we were in Mecca , I was well and could do umrah a few times. Thank you Allah🥰. Thank you 🥰.