From Aku, with love

Hello! i bought a new book at machang smo bookshop yesterday. i wanted to buy Laman magazine at first but there were only children magazines on the racks. So, i tried to find a romance novel but nothing attracted me. Then i saw this book, " Stop talking and start hijrah ". i just took the book , went to the counter and paid. i haven't finished reading , actually i read a bit but there's something disturbing me. When people ask you , " Do you want to enter heaven or hell? " Of course we will answer heaven. But do we act like we want to enter that place. I am talking about myself. i always prayed late because i wanted to finish my work first although i knew it's wrong. I know it's wrong to pray late but why did i still do that. Before the mco, i always went to the mosque with my husband. But after the mco, i am still praying at home. i told my husband, i will go to the mosque after i retire. But why do i have to wait? I love Allah and I really do but ...

When i looked at my mother in law, i almost cried. Sometimes,she would remember me and asked my husband about me. When i came near her, she just ignored me and continued eating. But she did answer my questions, very short answers. i don't mind as long as she wants to eat. She didn't want to eat rice or fruits. May be she couldn't. Her legs are the biggest problem. She didn't want to walk but i think she's afraid to walk. Afraid of falling. She did fall once and she might remember that incident. Her son had to lift her to put her on her mattress or on the chair. But i really salute her sons. They still treat her well. For the past few days, i made porridge and chicken soup for her. My husband would blend the chicken and the porridge until it became very smooth. Then he would add the soup to make it taste better. Not only tasty but very healthy. What i want to say here is although they have to lift her, they don't control her food. They still want their mother to...

Who are they? First of all, my late father who's my great supporter. Next, my late father in law who liked to pamper me and always listened to my stories. I always pray to Allah let my father and my father in law be best friends in the barzakh. And i was very happy when my son had dreamed of them. In his dream, he was walking to a mosque but there were two persons blocked his way. When they turned around , they were his late Atuk and Ayoh. Both of them smiled at my boy. May be they missed my boy, that's why they visited him. Then, my husband. i called him my fairy godmother before because he always tried his best to fulfill my wish but i think that name doesn't suit him anymore, so i call him my sugar daddy. Sounds wild right. And he calls me his gundik ( mistress ) hahahaha. Lastly, my son who is my protector, my Hercules. When we performed our umroh in 2019, three of us entered hijir ismail. My husband, my son plus an unknown guy stood around me while i was performing haj...

Hello! i am still feeling tired but i am satisfied because i had done my best to help my students. In 2019, i taught 2 weak classes. All students passed in 5 psv1 and one student managed to get B whereas a very few students failed in 5 psv2 but they're special case. They didn't know how to read. They just copied whatever the teachers wrote on the whiteboard. It doesn't mean when we teach weak classes , we just accept their fate. Oh they are weak, of course they will fail. That's bad, very bad. We must try our best to make them pass. That's our duty as teachers. Same with good class. It doesn't mean that they are good students then you just wash your hands and do nothing. Yup they are smart, so no need to teach them. Can we do that? I taught 5 Science in 2020. My school is always the parents' last choice for their kids. Although they're 5 Science, they're not like other schools' 5 science. But i manage to make one of them get A +, 2 students A, 2 ...

Hello! Good evening! Today, i had my last class with my Form 5. It's sad. They're like my children. They've improved a lot. They did four essays yesterday. Today, they just did two essays and 8 objective questions in paper 1. Almost two hours spending my time with them and i kept looking at their cute face. Chloe and Thanam, both of them are determined girls. They know what they want and work hard for it. Alden is a kpop boy whose brother got 8 A in SPM 2020. His brother got A + in his Add Maths. But Alden is different. He was naughty at first. Always showed his arrogant face to me but later when i showed him how easy to pass English, he became interested and wanted to learn. Same situation with Bakir who has a very smart brother. Their brothers were in 5 Science, i mean the first class but they are in the last class. They are smart but in a different way. May be not in academic but something else. Most of the students in that class have short memory, especially Puah who is...

Hello. There's something important i would like to share with you. I learned it from the late ustaz ismail kamus. He asked us to read suroh Yaasiin after subuh prayer. Yes, everything will be easy for you. Insyaa Allah. I also read suroh al waqiah before i sleep and before subuh prayer. Suroh al mulk is a must read before sleeping. Last time, i was so tired that i didn't read both suroh. I just went to bed but i couldn't sleep. Since then, how tired i am, i must read suroh al waqiah and suroh al mulk before sleeping. May Allah bless all of us. Aamiin ya Allah. Take care.

Hello! I watched a Malay drama today " Penghujung mihrab". I love the story about how two persons from a different family background fell in love. But it was a sad ending because the heroine died before they got married. She's so positive when she said "orang tak sakitpun boleh mati jugak" which means all of us will die, although we're not sick. But when the time has come, we will leave this world whether we are ready or not. I cried while watching the drama and after the drama ended, i joined my husband wàtching Sepahtu on YouTube. It was a comedy show but i was so tired that i fell asleep. i was snoring when i woke up and noticed that my husband was not on the bed. He went to the living room because he pitied me. He told me that he didn't want to disturb when he heard me snoring. Well, that's so sweet. But i think he was disturbed because of my snore.....do you agree with me? No. Yup, he is a very good husband. Whose husband? My husband. Alhamdulil...