From Aku, with love

In 2017, i had a so called boil on my left breast. it was hard when i touched it. I told my husband and he insisted to take me to pantai hospital but i refused. I was scared. i just accepted my fate. Then i drew a family line something about the cancer cases from my mother's side. First, my grandma's sister( my mother's aunty), then my mother's sister and .....was it me? My mother's daughter. i was scared, really scared. i kept thinking of death and i lost my appetite. My mother was staying with me during that painful time. When we watched tv together, there's no more chatting. i was like in my own world. Then the following day, it was red around the so called boil. It's getting worse. I showed it to my husband and he begged to take me to hospital. i looked at him and felt pity. So, i agreed but i must tell my mother first because i had to take her back to her house before going to hospital. That night, i went to see my mother and kept quiet. She looked at m...

Hello good morning. i just finished my Cinderella's chores in the kitchen. Every time i swept the floor, cooked or washed the dishes, i would tell my husband, ' "Excuse me, Cinderella dg54 is on duty". Sometimes, my husband would smile and sometimes he just ignored what i said. Yalah, the only Cinderella who worked less but ate a lot. i think i put on weight staying in Kelantan. I know my husband pities me because any school holidays , we always stay in Kelantan but so far i have no problem. I did mark my students' books here and almost every night , i give exercise on the English class telegram. Check, mark their work and explain for their wrong answers. About performing umroh, i don't have the heart to pray for it. We will take more than one week for umroh , not included the preparation before leaving and the one week rest after we reach home.My husband cannot take care of his mother during that time. So , that's it. But watching how the three brothers t...

i don't know why i fart a lot. i will know the type of gas that expelled from my...tut. if my husband smiled or laughed, it means that fart is the funny type. The sound of it ..long, loud and sometimes like a tyre punctures or a balloon bursts. That funny fart is ok but the soundless one, that's scary because my husband would jump like seeing a ghost. And i would show my innocent face and asked him " Why are you like this? You had no problems whenever i farted before." Then my husband would reply " Yes our eàrly marriage, i rarely heard of it but now pot here , pot there haiiiii ", then i continued ," luckily you love me so much". Then he became speechless. And when there were people around, my dearest husband would take the blame if i farted. I would tell my husband not to fart again or go to the toilet if he wants to fart. A good actress , right? Later , i would tell my husband that i am a lady so it's like a big sin if people hear my fart bu...

i have a very special friend. She accompanied me to kelantan because my fiance's( now my husband) sister was going to get married. It was in 1995. I remembered that we were very late . I stayed in Cheras at that time and she called her boyfriend to take us to Puduraya bus station. We just reached on time. My fiance looked relieved when he saw me and i introduced my "chaperone", Mashitah to him. Mashitah wanted to sit beside me in the bus but she gave her seat to my fiance. She understood my fiance's expression very well hahaha. When we reached kelantan , Shitah and I stayed at his grandmother's house which was in front of his mother's house. Now, that house has become a songkok/ baju melayu factory. I slept with shitah in one room and my fiance slept outside of the room. That was the time he knew i wore contact lenses when he saw me wearing spectacles early morning. The next day, Cik, my fiance's grandmother, asked me to cook and she gave me some beef. i ...

Have you ever sent a wrong sticker or emoticon? i did that, not once but a few times. It was very embarrassing. I wanted to send a flower sticker but i pressed the wrong one so, i ended sending my old friend a grave stone sticker on a WhatsApp group. Can you imagine that? i did delete it but i was afraid she saw what i sent earlier so i sent her a personal apology. The second one, my friend announced a very good news on the school telegram that her basketball team won a first place in a district competition. i was driving my car at that time and stopped at the traffic light. I read her message and was so happy for her but when i wanted to send a thumb up sticker, it was already a green light so i continued driving. Later, when i reached home, i realised i sent a thumb down sticker right after the good news message. It was horrible, so straightaway i apologised , congratulated her team then deleted the sticker. And the next day, i gave a Cadbury almond chocolate to her. She laughed beca...

Hello! Good evening. It's so difficult to update my blog here. When i was stucked in the Jerteh mosque because of the flood last Monday, i slept with my husband and my son. It was already midnight. My husband took us to the guys' prayer area. I saw a lady sleeping with her children and the rest were all guys. My husband brought along our blankets. Everybody was sleeping except us. Then my son fell asleep. My husband told me that he couldn't sleep because he had already slept before we left Petron. We heard loud snores with different sounds . Some sound like pendekar bujang lapok's snores. I laughed. After a few minutes, i heard cute snores near me. it's from my dearest husband. I looked at him. I wanted to touch his forehead but better not. He looked exhausted. I listened to all the snores and smiled. it's like living in the snore world hahaha

Have you ever thought of who's going to take care of you when you're old? it doesn't mean if you have many children, all of them will do that and if they do, consider that you are very lucky. And it doesn't mean if you have only sons, they will leave you alone. Some people said it's better to have daughters than sons but is it true? Like my mother in law, she has four sons and one daughter. All of her sons take a good care of her and there's something good when she has many sons. They can lift her when she cannot get up or walk because they are men. And these strong guys not only can do the tough things but they can also change their mother's diapers, bathe her, put talcum powder on her face , massage her legs and put on socks for her because these guys are her sons. They don't want to disturb their sister because she has also a husband to take care of. Even their wife is also lucky because whatever related to their mother, the husbands will do it. The h...