A school trip

Hello! This morning , all form 5 students had to answer a BM essay. It's about taking your friend to interesting places, of course in Malaysialah, where else. I was there because there's only a new female BM teacher in the hall and i was afraid the pupils would bully her. While i was there, a few pupils came to see me . They asked me about Cameron Highlands, Langkawi, Kuala Lumpur and even Malacca. Some of them have never gone out of Tampin so they didn't know what to write. Haiiiii....this is the main reason why i had two school trips before, first to Malacca then the second and last was Kuala Lumpur/ Shah Alam. Why i don't want to organise another school trip is all because of their seniors' attitude. We had the KL trip in 2019. I had to prepare the paperwork first. After being approved, i started completing the trip forms. I had to type all the students' name with their ic number. Ustazah chose her Pendidikan Islam club members and i chose the students according to their categories such as excelled in academic, excelled in co-curricular activities and the best one was excelled in touching my heart like my favourite student, Mandy. After all the forms were complete, Ustazah and I went to JPN Seremban to submit all the forms by hand and who drove the car? It's me. The students who joined the KL trip were very lucky because my generous and kind friend sponsored some money so i was not worried about their food. During the Malacca trip, i bought a lot of breads and i noticed some of them didn't bring their money or easy to say, they had no money. Luckily, we had breads. What happened was on the way to I- City Shah Alam, I received bad news, my mak su( my mother's youngest sister) just passed away. I discussed with ustazah and another male teacher to continue taking the students to I - City Shah Alam whereas my son and I took a taxi and we went home. That night, after the funeral, i went to school waiting for the students. The bus reached around 11 something. Before the students left home, i reminded all of them to come to school the next day. The following morning, not all students who joined the trip came to school. it was very- very frustrating. So, i decided not to have another school trip for the students...full stop. I didn't scold the students but they didn't look at me whenever we met. They looked down. May be, they felt guilty. I was angry or furious but before they sat for their SPM , they did apologise so I forgave all of them. The best part is SPM results in 2019 was the best SPM achievement of my school!