A year before I retired, I became a bit sensitive. Every weekend ( except if we went back to Kelantan), I had to visit my son. He's staying in a hostel. The traffic jam, it's very tiring. Once a month , I accompanied my husband going  back to Kelantan. My late mother in law was not well. My Form 5 students also needed my attention.  And Alhamdulillah, English SPM results from 2019 until 2022 , they're good. And there were also other important things to do. 

So my decision to submit the form to retire early is right. Only after I retired, then I realised that I was so, so, so tired.  I changed my phone number and had a small circle of close friends, my RR friends.  It took one year for me to recharge my energy and my brain, hahaha it sounds like charging a battery. Read Al Quran daily also helps me a lot. Thank you Allah.