I watched YouTube about "Anak, tunggu ku di pintu syurga" by Ustaz Ahmad Dusuki Abd  Rani. Ustaz said that if we had a miscarriage, we can still give name to him. We hope he will wait for us in akhirat. 

I had a few miscarriages. First, in 1996. I name him Ahmad Adam. Then in 2003, I supposed to have triplets. I name them Ahmad Ishak, Ahmad Yaakub and Ahmad Yusuf. Lastly, in 2010, I name him Ahmad Musa. I did dream once, a few small boys around 2 years old. All of them wore a white jubah and a white kopiah. They were playing with me. Sat on my lap, hugged around my neck from behind. I asked them who they were. Then I woke up from my sleep. I don't know. May be it's  only a dream. Mainan tidur. But if they're really my kids, I just hope I will meet them in Jannah. Aamiin ya Allah.

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