From Aku, with love

When we perform solat, We know we are only a slave, We do what Allah wants us to do. When we do bad thing, We'll feel guilty, We know Allah won't like it. If we do good thing, We'll feel proud and happy,  We know Allah will be pleased with us. Solat is not only a solat, As all Muslims do it, I also do it. Solat is for us to remind ourselves, We are only His slaves, We are only "hamba Allah",  So be good ok!

A three year old An and her mother.  An : Ibu, when are you going to hospital? Ibu : I don't go to hospital anymore. An : Why? Ibu : I'm well.  An :  Ohhhh. Ibu : Why do you want me          to go to hospital? An : I can go to Wan Su's house. Ibu : Sabar ajelah.

 We learn the word "love", To love people without conditions. We learn the word "empathy", To pity people without hurting their feeling. We learn the word "sincerity", To help people without expecting anything in return. We learn the word "forgive", To forget what people have done.  We learn the word "slave", To submit ourselves by praying to Allah.

Outing with my akak-akak today. So happy to meet all of them. Kak N and Kak Z, sometimes I met both of  them at the hospital while accompanying my mother whereas Kak M, it's our first meeting after one year. Yes, one year. I'm sorry kak ye.  Thank you for inviting me to have breakfast together. But that's not all. Visiting the nursery was an exciting moment for plant lovers like four of us. Really-really enjoyed ourselves there.  Is that the ending? Nope. Lastly, they took me home and visited my garden. Thank youuuu.  Insya-Allah , we'll meet again and hopefully, more will join us - the more , the merrier.

Today, busy in my garden. I will become a plant surgeon . I have to operate my bromeliads. I need to separate the babies from the mothers. Three bromeliads involve in the operation but I am going to have 4 babies . Two of them are twins ( from the same mother ).  After the operation is done, I will transfer each baby to a small pot. This baby bromeliad will be like a door gift for my guest ler. I received all the bromeliads from Kak M. So now the babies, I better give them away. Make the person happy like me. Thanks to Kak M. But the babies need to be repotted. Put the baby in a big pot so it will grow like "besar bagai johan" ( my favourite advert song when I was a kid).    Ok going to start my work now. Where are my gloves? 

My husband and I plan to perform umrah in 2026. Before this, our plan was 2027. Alhamdulillah. I really miss Mecca and Medina. It's been so long. Insya-Allah, my son and my mother will join us. 2026 is a long wait but that time will come. Aamiin ya Allah.

Why do I want to be a mother? He makes me smile, laugh, cry, worried. Why do I want to be a mother? I can "membawang" about my son.  Why do I want to be a mother? I was his hero but now, he is my hero. Why do I want to be a mother? He completes my life.